Aug 23, 20212 min read

Its my Birthdayyyyy! (12)

It’s my birthday, gonna party like it’s my birthday! By party I mean sit on the sofa and snack, knit, and watch movies!

It was my birthday over the weekend but instead of celebrating I’ve spent it feeling crap. It seems like the trauma of everything that happened over the last 8 months has finally started to hit me. I’m crying at literally everything. Martin got me a really crap card and I cried! Over a card! Not to mention it’s the wrong side of payday and it’s izabelle’s birthday too. I tried my hardest to put a brave face on it for her birthday the day before mine. we managed to go to the cinema as a family, and get a kebab afterwards with my birthday money. Thank god for birthday money lol.

It was pretty scary in the cinema. I was shocked to find that social distancing is really not a thing anymore, and typically the only people who had to share a row with perfect strangers was us! I imagine the people who sat next to Martin found us a bit rude as I insisted we all put our masks back on when they sat down and took theirs off. I actually consider it bad manners now though. If your sitting right next to someone by accident or by choice, keep your mask on! Honestly it’s ridiculous. I found myself getting quite panicked with the situation. The world is such a scary place now.

Even when we go to places like bluewater . Hardly anyone is wearing a mask now. It amazes me how a date set by a bunch of politicians has made everyone think Covid has disappeared.

I’ve decided I need to keep positive so I’m going to list my good things after every blog. Im also going to list at least one thing everyday on my Facebook blog page. Feel free to do the same, especially If your feeling down like me...

*I can move my arm. My arm is getting so much stronger. I can lift it about half way up. And If I angle it right, all the way.

*I’m 41! If Covid had it’s way I would have only made 40!

*I spent my birthday watching Pretty Woman, and Titanic, I ate Chinese for dinner (thank you Izzy) and ate birthday cake for breakfast on Saturday and Sunday. Thank you lovely lady from the village.

Well that’s it for now, I’ve not really done much other than age another year and get my uni books and email (hello student discount)!

I hope your all ok.